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2011-03-12T00:34:00.001-08:00

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2011-03-12T00:18:00.001-08:00

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Reading List

2011-03-11T22:26:00.000-08:00

Ok so I love to read! I can read a book in like a day (if it's good). I plan to extend my reading to new and different books in 2011.
1. "Such A Pretty Girl" by Laura Wiess- (Currently reading) A very dark book that deals with rape and sexual abuse. The main character is 15-year-old girl named Meredith, who is dealing with her father being released from prison after 3 yrs. for rape. It is a very beautifully written story, that I just can't put down.
2. "Dash & Lily's Book Of Dares" by Rachel Cohn & David Levithan- Rachel Cohn & David Levithan wrote another great book. They wrote Nick & Nora's Infinite Playlist. This book is about two teenagers who trade a notebook without meeting NYC and dare each other to do things. Over the course of the book they start sharing secrets and liking each other. I loved this book.
3. "Perfect You" by Elizabeth Scott- A teenage girl named Kate feels her entire life is falling apart when her best friend stops talking to her, her father quits his job to sell vitamins, and this guy she likes, who has a reputation as player, starts liking her. This is a funny, sweet, and romantic story. I absolutely loved.
4. "Elixr" by Hilary Duff- I have been a Hilary Duff fan since I was like 8 so I love this book. Clea's father went missing while on a humanitarian trip. Clea is a 17 yr. old photographer who travels the world. A mysterious man starts showing up in her pictures and Clea goes on a quest to find her father.
Also, i've read Along for the ride, the truth about forever, just listen, and lock and key all by Sarah Dessen. The Wake Trilogy by Lisa McMann.
Books I wanna read:
1. Cryer's Cross by Lisa McMann
2. The Hunger Games

Stronger

2010-10-02T11:30:00.000-07:00

Over the last few days, I have been hearing about bullying that lead to suicide. It is really sad that in this world and in this century, we let this happen. NO ONE deserves to be bullied, No matter what your gender, race, or sexual orrientation. This needs to STOP! So here is my new poem "Stronger"

You put me down with your lies
Trying to keep me down with your ties
But I am stronger
Everything you say is wrong
Even though I am down; I am strong
All the things you
Will come back and bite you
I will be ok
Because I get stronger everyday
All your lies mean nothing to me
What you say doesn't matter
You only make yourself look bad
One day I will siit back and laugh
Because I am stronger.

Bullying is NEVER EVER ok!

All Alone

2010-07-18T20:53:00.000-07:00

I'm pushed into a corner
I'm all alone
I scream for help but no one comes
I try to fight for my freedom
I always loose
There are more of them; than there is of me
They are tougher and I am weak
I am screamed at and called a "freak"
My hair is pulled and I am pushed away
I fix my hair and wipe away my tears
I try to hide my fears
I turn to adults for help
But they turn me away
They sometimes are just as cruel as the children
I try to get them to help me
But they tell me to fight my own battles
Why can't that I can't fight this alone
That I'm not that strong
I'm weak and filled with fear
My eyes are sad and filled with tears
I'm near my breaking point
But they don't care
As long as I am there

My Jonas Expierince!!

2010-05-16T14:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the best day ever for me! I went to The Jonas Brothers concert at The Grove!!! I sat in line for 5 hours to see them!
The line started at Banana Republic and went around two street blocks! I was some where in the middle. I went alone (but i didn't care).

While in line I tried to keep myself busy with what I had. I talked on my phone and with other people in line. I listened to a lot of music. Also, a lot of people were fainting from the heat and being there with a bunch of people. When we were let inside the venue everyone started pushing. I ended up behind a tall guy with his daughter on his shoulder; I was not happy. I met two other girls inside and they were really nice.
Qudus from "Dance On Sunset" was the host. He was helping shoot footage for cambio.com (Jonas new site). The opening act was The Wonder Girls. I am not a fan, but they were really cute. During Their set I started feeling tired and light- headed. I left the crowd and sat down for a while. A nice person brought me cold water and after 10- 15 minutes I started feeling better. As I stood up The Jonas Brothers were just coming on stage. I found a spot were I could see the guys!!! They looked and sounded great! Joe was wearing a #24 Lakers jersey. I had a blast!!!! I will be doing this again!!

****You have to zoom on all the pics. Sorry, I wasn't close enough.

Scars Left Behind

2010-04-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

The war has ended; the easy part is over
But I am left with these scars from head to toe
They are scars that might some day heal
Though I will always feel
People don't notice that they are deeper than they appeal
There is a place deep inside where they are sealed
I leave them there and pray that they fade away
I never speak of this place
It is filled with scars left from behind from the war
A war that I never wanted to be apart of
I was drafted; I was forced to fight
I spent time meant to play
With girls staring me in the face
Being surrounded and forced into a corner
I became a prisoner of war
A war I didn't want
Now that is over and I am free
I have these scars left all over me
From my head to my feet
These are the scars left behind

Letters

2010-04-15T13:29:00.000-07:00

You were with me for a while
You always made me smile
Your letter were like poetry
You wanted more than I could give
So you decided to end it
Your last letter was different from the others
It wasn't poetry; it was a nightmare
All I could stare at the wall and know you don't care
Months later I can now thank you for your letters
You made me a better person with your letters

My response to Kiely Williams' "Spectacular" Music Video

2010-04-07T17:02:00.000-07:00

Oh God! This week Kiely Williams (3LW & The Cheetah Girls) released her first solo music video. As a huge Kiely supporter I was thrilled, so I clicked the link to her site and was shocked at what I saw. Ms. Kiely was dressed in head to toe hooker gear! My eyes were shocked! Kiely left a club with dude she just met! I'm not old enough to club and I know that's a bad mistake! Kiely is apparently so drunk she doesn't even know the dudes name or whether or not the dude used a condom! The leading man in this video is not cute at all (on the scale of 1 to 10, this dude is a 3)! Kiely went on damage control releasing a statement saying the video "was meant to bring awareness to women who actually have drunken sex". The statement was kind of odd, but had valid points (Rihanna's Russian Roulette and Lady Gaga/ Beyonce "Telephone are about suicide and murder).

I get what Kiely was going for, but she missed it by miles! Kiely has been a role model to me and this video disappointed me. She had good intent going into this, but she should have explained them before the video was released. All I can say is "Congrat's Kiely! People are blogging about you"

Gotta love L.A

2010-01-19T11:22:00.000-08:00

You gotta love L.A weather. It's raining and thundering! I love it! Yesterday it was raining and then it was sunny. Right now I'm enjoyng cookies and milk. Gotta love rainy days! I'm bummed out that Universal dropped Jimmy Robbins. They are crazy to let him go. I hope another label picks him up soon. Maybe Hollywood Records? Who knows? But whatever happens I will always be a fan. <3 Peace and love-N'keeyah

Kiely Wiliams "spectacular"

2010-01-15T20:16:00.000-08:00

Kiely Williams' new single "Spectacular" is not "Girl Power". Her new song is naughty and not what I expected. I dont know what I expected. The song is a club hit! I like the bluntness of the song. She definatly not holding anything back and I hope she keeps this flare with her debut album.
On the downside I didn't get the hard-core dance track I wanted. Through out the song I was waiting for that BOOM! moment.
On the scale of 1 and 10 i give the song a 9.5. You can check out "Spectacular" on http://www.kielysworld.com
Peace and love- N'keeyah

Bad Day

2010-01-11T21:36:00.000-08:00

Today didn't go so well for me. I woke up late, didn't eat all day, almost missed the bus, my jacket was still wet this morning so I couldn't wear it to school. I was cold and pissed. My school picked today to order pizza, the day I happened to be broke. I hated today. I am so glad it is over. The god's were against me today. Tomorrow WILL be better............. I hope.

Peace- N'keeyah